Highly tangential update
Deep thoughts and grave doubts about family life... where does the personal part of myself end and the communal or political part take over... where are the boundaries between me and we, the intimate and the public?
The pressure is up, once again... the discussions and disgreements are in full sway, distance and distraction distorting, disturbing a way of life I'd taken for granted up to now...
We worry about each other, but seem unable to put aside personal fictions whilst attempting understanding and reconciliation on our own irreconcilable terms...
The phoenix is rising yet again, but the world in which it lived is crashing down into pitieous ruin, illlusions and preconceptions dashed onto the walls of proscribed realities... I need to redefine so much and in such depth, the energy needed is astounding at moments.
It is said that humans can never be free, because they are born and bred in a mould not of their own choosing... the choices they make are limited by the conditions of their upbringing, the lucky few are able to look beyond the boundaries... to sense, see and smell the possibilities which lie beyond the limited frameworks accepted beforehand... that would be a gift, a treasure indeed...
Keep well...
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The pressure is up, once again... the discussions and disgreements are in full sway, distance and distraction distorting, disturbing a way of life I'd taken for granted up to now...
We worry about each other, but seem unable to put aside personal fictions whilst attempting understanding and reconciliation on our own irreconcilable terms...
The phoenix is rising yet again, but the world in which it lived is crashing down into pitieous ruin, illlusions and preconceptions dashed onto the walls of proscribed realities... I need to redefine so much and in such depth, the energy needed is astounding at moments.
It is said that humans can never be free, because they are born and bred in a mould not of their own choosing... the choices they make are limited by the conditions of their upbringing, the lucky few are able to look beyond the boundaries... to sense, see and smell the possibilities which lie beyond the limited frameworks accepted beforehand... that would be a gift, a treasure indeed...
Keep well...
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posted by bart | 21:40
3 Comments:
when life's allright one is almost unable to believe that it can be distorted and when torments arise one hardly is aware of the beauty and peace of life that s/he used to have just a few hours/moments ago...isn't it the same with all of us? how is it that we are able to foresee and care about he future yet being caught in the moment?
does my words make sense to anyone?
I think there are no real limits. You can do whatever you want, even if not in the real world. Yes, we are limited creatures but the only real limits we encounter are those imposed by ourselves. Yes, I know, I am passing through an overoptimistic period again :)
Hope you find what you need where your family is concerned. Talk to you soon!
Thank you for sharing these thoughts, I'd like to reply, but they'd be in depth and too personal for a comment. If you'd like my 2 cents, I'd be happy to email them over. Be well.
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